Paint It, Black

I look inside myself and see my heart is black.




July 31st, 2011


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[info]hd_holidays sign ups are todayish and I'm thinking of popping my hd_holidays cherry and throwing my hat in the ring. I feel a bit like I'm a senior in high school and there has been a guy who I want to get it on with for the past 3-4 years and I've finally worked up the nerve to flirt with him. It only took the entirety of high school to get me there and now what if I'm rejected (read: not drawn)??? Worse things have happened I suppose but still....
Anyway because today is Harry's birthday and H/D was on my mind I decided Harry deserved a birthday ficlet.

Title: Field Work
Pairing: Harry/Draco
Rating: R
Warnings: None other than I didn't write full on pr0n.
Summary: After a long night in the field all Harry wants to do is crawl into bed. Draco isn't letting him go to sleep that easily.
Word Count: 1000ish
Author's Notes: Written for Harry's 31st birthday. Thank you [info]torino10154 for the read through. Sorry unbetad. I cross-posted everywhere cause LJ still sucks sometimes.


July 28th, 2011

LJ was down so I wrote porn

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Whilst LJ was fucked up (not sure I'm going to start trusting it just yet), I wrote Draco/Albus Severus porn. I started it HERE per [info]snegurochka_lee's comment porn request, but have now completed it and am posting it now.

Title: What Dad Doesn't Know
Author: [info]gryffindorj
Pairing: Draco/Albus Severus
Rating: NC-17
Word count: 1700 or perhaps more if you want
Warning(s): Albus works in the coroner's office. No necro or anything like that but warning just in case mention of cadavers makes you sick.
Summary: Supposed to be PWP but I failed and gave it a minor plot of Draco thinks about why he's with Albus exactly
A/N: Was supposed to be comment porn but I wrote too much. Unbetad so be kind if you find horrible embarrassing mistakes and let me know where they are so I can fix them.

What Dad Doesn't Know )

More A/N: I wrote a different ending but wanted the fic snappier so I cut it. Here is an alternate ending if you're interested

Alternate ending that Charlie somehow worked his way in to )

August 12th, 2009

Remix Fic

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One of the fests I really wanted to participate in this year was the Remix challenge. I was overjoyed and scared shitless to receive my assignment for remixing one of [info]minnow_53 's fics. For those of you who aren't acquainted with minnow's fics, she's a genius working in the medium of geniusness. I love everything she writes so I had a bit of a holyshithowiamigoingtodothismoment. Then I went and read her "safe story" In No Man's Land just so I could see what I wasn't allowed to touch. I really hope that's her safe story because she is going to write a continuation because I loved it and I feel like I need the next bit. Then I started going through her massive archive and glutting myself on all her amazing fics. Initially I was going to remix Alphabet Soup, because I saw a fun idea for a story there. Then I read Thirteen and was enraptured by it but wasn't going to touch it with a ten foot pole for a couple reasons. First off it's genius just as is and completely awesome and second Remus is an honest to goodness should be rotting in jail paedophile and I knew if I remixed it that people would immediately be driven away because of that fact. But in the end I couldn't get Sirius from that story out of my head and when I try to write to please people it blows up in my face when I write because I want to write it goes much better.

So here is my "out-take" from Thirteen. If you haven't read minnow's fic and can read Remus in an unflattering way, go read it.

Title: Secrets and Lies (The Ignorance is Bliss Remix)

Author: [info]gryffindor_j

Summary: Sirius hides potential evidence of Remus's misdeeds. 

Rating: R
 I only use this rating because the subject matter is adult.
Fandom: Harry Potter

Spoilers and/or Warnings: AU Non-magical. Hints of paedophilia. 
No actual acts of paedophilia but it's discussed so I must warn for it.
Title, Author and URL of original story: Thirteen by [info]minnow_53
Notes: Many many thanks for [info]torino10154 for the look over and a HUGE thanks to my lovely beta [info]midnitemarader 

. When I posted the fic it was on my sister's fucked up computer so going back through I noticed some errors that I failed to fix, sorry.

Secrets and Lies )

June 29th, 2009

Happy Birthday (one day late....

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but the fic was on time.)

It's [info]torino10154's birthday!!! For those of you who don't know this already we are friends like none other. So I have a few birthday wishes.

First: Happy Birthday!
B: I wrote you a little something that I am feeling guilty about because it's not porny (might as well be gen) and it doesn't really feature a pairing you ship (I'm selfish). But I did write it with you in mind and wanting to please you.
III) Yes I will post it to ij but ij is sucking a nut right now.

Title: Please Read the Letter
Author/Artist: [info]gryffindor_j
Rating: PG
Pairing(s)/character(s): James/Lily, Remus/Sirius and maybe even some Snily
Summary: James asks Remus and Sirius to do him a favor.
Word Count:~1300
Disclaimer: I own nothing.
Warnings: None
Notes: Ganked the title from a song because I thought an unread letter is such a heartbreaking idea. Thanks to [info]trubbleclef for the look over, so all mistakes are now my own.

Happy Birthday Dearest! )

May 29th, 2009

GyrffindorJ Presents: R/S Porn

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Title: Mr. Moony Presents: Lessons Learned the Hard Way
Author/Artist: [info]gryffindor_j
Rating: NC-17
Pairing(s)/character(s): Remus/Sirius
Summary: Proof Remus Lupin is a bad ass.
Word Count:~3000
Disclaimer: I own nothing.
Warnings: See rating.
Notes: Written for [info]mindabbles, who tied for second in my little canon quiz thing. Her request was R/S and prompt was Tell me how Sirius got Remus up against that wall in the icon above (kasche's art, L's icon), OR demonstrating the above stated truth that Remus Lupin is bad ass. For her and only for her I mixed both prompts into one fic. See icon above left for the one in which she is referencing. Thank you to [info]torino10154 for her help and my beta [info]midnitemarauder who is so very titillating and kick ass herself!

Lessons Learned the Hard Way )

May 11th, 2009

I Wrote Something!

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[info]red_day_dawning here is your "drabble" I promised. As you see I can't actually be concise so you got a ficlet. I hope you like it, I tried to keep in line with exactly what you asked for.

Title: Haircut
Author/Artist: [info]gryffindorj
Rating: R
Pairing(s)/character(s): Remus/Sirius
Summary: Sirius needs to be cleaned up after Azkaban.
Word Count:~1500
Disclaimer: I own nothing.
Warnings: None
Notes: Written for [info]red_day_dawning, who tied for second in my little canon quiz thing. Her request was R/S and prompt was washing away Azkaban. Thank you to [info]torino10154 for all her help and [info]midnitemarauder for somehow making what I write come out much more clever with only a few little changes

Read more... )

May 4th, 2009

OMFG I Wrote Something

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I am attempting to blow some dust off and get back in the groove of writing. I got this idea from reading an old The New Yorker and took a stab at it. It's short and silly, I mostly wrote it because it made me giggle. I will have two other fics up shortly for [info]red_day_dawning and [info]mindabbles, and by shortly I mean within a week.

Title: Remus Lupin is Straight *nods*
Author/Artist: [info]gryffindorj
Rating: R
Pairing(s)/character(s): Remus mostly Remus/Sirius with a bit of Remus/Marlene McKinnon and Remus/Tonks
Summary: Being born a straight male in a society that constantly encouraged Remus Lupin to be homosexual was not easy.
Word Count:~1000
Disclaimer: I do not own anything except some pervy thoughts but I make nothing from those or sharing them with others.
Warnings: Cracky
Notes: No beta or anything so all mistakes are my own, it's just for fun anyway. Thanks to [info]torino10154 for her generous help.

Remus Lupin is Straight *nods* )

March 28th, 2009

Disappearing Act

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Yesterday [info]wizard_love reveals went up. I recieved a lovely Luna/Charlie from [info]eeyore9990, Luna is an especially difficult character to write properly and so I am even more pleased with the gift because eey did a wonderful job with her!

I also wrote for the fest and my fic is bellow. This was the fic I wrote that I whinged and whinged about. When I whinged I had only received one comment and that was from [info]torino10154 who doesn't count because she knew it was mine. Since then I have received some lovely comments so I feel a bit better about it all. I also got a rec from [info]sdk and I actually cried because anon recs are the best and I was feeling really low about the whole thing. I have decided that it's most likely the pairing people find off putting, but if you can stomach het, feel free to read and leave me some concrit. I would love to know what I could have done to make the story better as I really like it and think perhaps I am a bit blind to my own faults.

Title:Disappearing Act
Recipient's IJ/LJ name:
 My person dropped out but I would like to think she would have enjoyed this.
Pairing(s): James/Narcissa, with mentions of James/Lily and Lucius/Narcissa

Word Count:
Warnings (if any):
 Not a one, other than the rating.
Authors notes: The request I got had one suggestion for a fic where Narcissa was manipulating James and maybe they got into something they couldn't control. I loved that idea so this is what I came up with. Many many thanks to my beta [info]midnightblue88 who I love.

Disappearing Act )

January 6th, 2009


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Here is the first of the two fics I wrote for the wonderful fest, [info]hp_yule_balls. This, like my other fic, is my first foray into a pairing. This one is James/Regulus though. Watch out, I think it will be a spammy day. Sorry.

Title: Curious
Rating: R
Pairing(s): James/Regulus, with mentions of a side pairing.
Disclaimer: All Harry Potter characters herein are the property of J.K. Rowling and Bloomsbury/Scholastic. No copyright infringement is intended. All characters engaging in sexual activity are 16 years or older.
Summary: A chance meeting with Regulus in the Prefects' Bathroom helps James fulfill his curiosity.
Warnings: None, other than the rating indicates.
Word Count: ~2300
Author's Notes: Thanks to the mods for all of their help and to cacklesthewitch for giving me a chance to write such a delicious pairing. Any mistakes are [info]midnightblue88's as she made me write this and betad it. *loves on midnightblue*

Curious )

January 2nd, 2009

Yule Balls Reveals

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So the [info]hp_yule_balls reveals went up and I have just a couple thoughts about them.

1) Thank you so much to [info]midnightblue88 and [info]trubbleclef for running such a wonderful fest! And just being over all understanding and patient and just brilliant. *snogs them*

2) I wrote two fics for the fest and I think both of them turned out well. I will post them here later.

3) [info]loony4lupin I absolutely adored writing for you. I wanted to give you everything I possibly could from your request because you inspired me with so many ideas. Your comments, which I will reply to, made me more damn happy than anything else.

4) I wrote my very first Teddy/James fic (The Fall) and it has been more than warmly received. I got rec'd by one author who I admire and adore and I think I fainted when I read what she said and I got rec'd by another person who's taste I have always respected. I can't even begin to describe how truly shocked I am at the response.

5) Thank you so much to: [info]torino10154 for talking me through my plot and ideas and how it should work, [info]inamac for the Brit Picking, you are so very wonderful, [info]midnitemaraud_r for all of her help and I am so sorry the fic has brought both of us nothing but dead computers and horrible illnesses, and again thank you to [info]midnightblue88 for the last minute EVERYTHING and for [info]trubbleclef for being wonderful support and holding my hand a paper bag for midnightblue to breath in.

An Attempt to Organize

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I really need to make a fic archive master-list thing but I never seem to get around to it. So here is my 2008 master-list which will be updated as soon as reveals for [info]hp_yule_balls happens. It was an R/S heavy year which wasn't my intention at all, but so far for 2009 they are not together in any of the 3 fics I have planned. So I suppose last year was their year and I am sure they will do their best to poke their heads in this year as well. Also some of these stories completely make me cringe, I really wish I could go through and fix things or change them but I will leave it because it shows some sort of growth I suppose.

2008 List )

December 4th, 2008

My Black Family Fest Fic: Mettle

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Title: Mettle
Rating: R
Pairing: Remus/Sirius
Warnings: It's R, it's slash, they are teenage boys, do I really need to spell it out more than that? If there was rimming I would warn you, I promise.
Summary: "You believe that?" Sirius asked, and Remus nodded. "I don't. Even people who are supposed to love you can find reasons not to. They'll want you to not be the way you are-- because you've changed from what they wanted—expected. They can misunderstand the slightest thing."
Notes: Thanks to [info]torino10154 for all her wonderful help, [info]blpaintchart for being British and Brit Picking for me and to MBOTS for the beta and the loverly comment she left me even though she knew it was me. This was written for [info]hp_toujours. I've read so much about Sirius's relationship with his brother and mother but not much with his father, so I figured it was a Black Family fest so there was no better time to explore that relationship.

Mettle )

September 1st, 2008

Bring Back the Porn: Four Firsts

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Title: Four Firsts
Author: [info]gryffindorj
Fandom (Pairing): Lily/Gideon, Snape/Lily, Remus/Lily, James/Lily, Sirius/Lily and mentions of other pairings
Rating: NC17
Word Count: ~5950
Warnings: Het, bad!sex, first time(s), desk sex, wall sex, and references to butt sex (even when I write het I can't get away from it)
Disclaimer: JKR owns the characters and world and everything.
Summary: You can only lose your virginity once but she extraordinarily lost it four times! Or really only once, the other three didn't count.
Notes: I've been toying with the idea of writing a Sirius/Lily but had a hard time figuring out a way to make it without the whole James complication. I wrote this for InsaneJournal's 2nd Annual Bring Back the Porn challenge. Thanks to [info]torino10154 for the first and last tune up and a HUGE thank you to [info]blpaintchart for her brit!pick and being so helpful and wonderful. And of course [info]florida_minxie for holding this awesome fest!

Four Firsts )

July 7th, 2008

R/S Games Fic Second Half

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Name: [info]gryffindor_j
Team: Post-Hogwarts HUZZAH!
Title: What Is (and What Can Never Be)
Rating: NC-17
Warnings:* swearing, drug use, infidelity, het, a bit of rough sex, rimming, anal, blow jobs and I think that's it. *
Summary: They were trapped in this hellish circle. Again, it all happened again. Sirius looked frantically around the softly lit room, as if searching for something to give him an answer.
Prompt: Broken Picture Frame
Genre(s): Angst

Part One

Second Half )

R/S Games Fic

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Name: [info]gryffindor_j
Team: Post-Hogwarts
Title: What Is (and What Can Never Be)
Rating: NC-17
Warnings:* swearing, drug use, infidelity, het, a bit of rough sex, rimming, anal, blow jobs and I think that's it. *
Summary: They were trapped in this hellish circle. Again, it all happened again. Sirius looked frantically around the softly lit room, as if searching for something to give him an answer.
Prompt: Broken Picture Frame
Genre(s): Angst
A/N: Thank you to [info]torino10154, my kind brit-picker [info]forest_rose and to the greatest beta ever [info]midnightblue88. My initial plan for this changed vastly along the way. I was looking up the lyrics to the 10,000 Maniacs song Jezebel and stumbled across a Natalie Merchant song called The Gulf of Araby. The term "The Gulf of Araby" supposedly refers to the gap between the mid-East and Europe, or rather the space between the Muslim and Christian worlds. I was very taken with the song when I heard the song and thought the idea of writing something with a "gulf" of misunderstanding between two people was what I wanted. I wanted to title the fic The Gulf of Araby but figured pretty much everyone would have thought WTF? But if you listen to the song you will hear the lyric "what is what is, to what can never be".

What Is )

May 14th, 2008

LMOM: Late Bloomer 14/31

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Title: Late Bloomer 14/31
Author: [info]gryffindorj
Rating: mild R
Word Count: 890
Pairings: Remus/James
Kinks: oral sex
Challenge:LMoM '08

Late Bloomer 14/31

May 8th, 2008

LMoM: 7 & 8

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Title: Late Bloomer 7/31
Rating: PG-13
Word Count: 745
Pairing: James/Sirius, Remus
Kink(s): exhibitionism, wanking
Challenge: LMoM '08


Title: Late Bloomer 8/31
Author: [info]gryffindorj
Rating: R
Word Count:737
Pairing: Remus/Sirius
Kink(s): first time, hand job, frottage
Challenge: LMoM '08


May 4th, 2008

LMOM: Late Bloomer 4/31

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Title: Late Bloomer 4/31
Author: [info]gryffindorj
Rating: soft R
Word count: 631
Characters: Remus, Sirius
Kink(s): Masturbation, exhibitionism
Challenge: LMoM '08
A/N: No beta so my own mistakes. Also I am not sure where I am going with this yet so hold on for the ride.

( Late Bloomer, Late Bloomer 2/31, Late Bloomer 3/31)


May 2nd, 2008

Ten Years

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Title:Ten Years
Author(s): [info]gryffindorj & [info]torino10154
Rating: R
Pairing(s): Snape/Harry, Remus/Sirius, Fred/George. But for the record Dean is with Seamus and Neville is with Colin.
Warning(s): Crack! Blow jobs, mild food smut, anal sex, bad puns and clichés.
A/N: Between rewrites and fest reads we remembered it's supposedly ten years since the Battle of Hogwarts. We talked about what Harry would be doing on a day like today. Then realized that was for suckers so we wrote about what everyone should be doing today.

Ten Years

LMOM: Late Bloomer 2/31

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Title: Late Bloomer 2/31
Rating: soft R
Word count: 540
Pairing: James/Sirius, Remus/Sirius both imagined
Kink(s): Wanking
Challenge: LMoM '08
A/N: No beta so my own mistakes and thanks to [info]torino10154 for the help. Also I am not sure where I am going with this yet so hold on for the ride.

Late Bloomer 2/31
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